Monday, 27 August 2007
I did something that was unexpected last week, and well, it sunk in so deeply into me. It’s nothing extremely terrible, and in fact i am glad i managed to do it, despite nearly chickening out. I still have to process it though. And while it is still fresh, i’d better make sense of it. Life often throws things at you when you least expect it, when you think you are prepared for it, when well, when perhaps it wasn’t the best time for it. But, still, you manage to get through it; and at the end of the day look back and say, “it wasn’t all that bad ya?” And because what happened last week happened, i think things will get better; it can only get better coz' i noe GOD IS walking alongside with me. (See the biggy foot??? and of cos the smallie foot is mine! heez) AND, i am thankful for it. Smiles. :) So, in my random messyness of life, i find solace in this- that even if i can’t pack up the mess i created; i know my God will teach me how to, instruct me which place to keep what and well, there you have it- a cleaned up table, all ready for use! And so... I shan't fight for whatever i think i deserve. Rather, i wanna spend my time and energy on reading up on Compensation and doing things that will enrich my future! Father Lord, I pray for undeserved grace to wherever you are going to place me at. I know your heart is to prosper and not to harm me. As in John 12:24, End is the beginning is the end. A new awesome beginning is to begin in the finance world with you as my word and sword! Amen! "Unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds" John 12:24 On a side note, it been a really long time of 2 yrs that I last had a good chat with my "kor". Had a 3-hr catch-up with my "kor" today! Shared a fair bit, he spoke some logical sense into me too using story of David! He was shocked to hear what i went through this year. He scolded, protected and showed me certain things in different light. It really nice to see your close frenz who is not in constant contact, being so protective of you but yet knowing his own boundaries. All i can say, my "da-sao" is a blessed gal! Kudos "kor"! Heez wOAh WOAh wOAHhhh Am feeling excited for what it is to come! So blessed so blessed that i can't contain it! SoOOO... this is me! hAHAA hAHAA You can say it's me, albeit with less hair and meat! (Same roundy face, though.) ^_^ 
The skinny figure above was dreamt up and drawn by yours truly. ;p