Monday 22 October 2007
One of my doors is now closed.
I'm hard pressed on every side, but i will not be crushed.
I'm perplexed, but i will not be in despair.
I'm struck down, but i will not be destroyed.
And b'cos ... ...
God never touches the heart with a trial without intending to bring upon it some grander gift, some tenderer benediction.
When did God take anything from a man, without giving him manifold more in return?
.... .... I'm comforted to know that today will not be the limit of God's working time! :O
When the frosts are in the valley,
And the mountain tops are grey,
And the choicest buds are blighted,
And the blossoms die away,
A loving Father whispers,"This cometh from my hand";
Blessed are ye if ye trust
Where ye cannot understand.
If, after years of toiling,
Your wealth should fly away
And leave your hands all empty,
And your locks are turning grey,
Remember then your Father
Owns all the sea and land;
Blessed are ye if ye trust
Where ye cannot understand.
Am still praying hard for IT and submitting IT to God's timing,
AMEN!
Friday 19 October 2007
Lo and behold~~~~~~
I'm in a deep full blown blissssss!!!
I lurrrve my ONE n ALL cdd to bitsssss!!!
I lurvvvve my dearest joycieeeeeee to the core!!!
I lurveeee the BIG GUY up there soOOO muchieee!!!
Anddddd, i lUVvvvvv my bridgeyyy gp of 6 like never before!
(and you know who you are! :DD )
I can hear a thousANd of bells ringing now.......
HO HO HOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~
AND.... u noe wad???
CHRISTMAS is coming!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
Thursday 18 October 2007
Cool breeze lushing against my face with a tinge of ray up in the clouds... ...
Running through the tracks with the song "You're my all in all" in my mp3, i lost track of my targeted 8 rounds... ...
I ran endlessly without effort with hundreds of thots runnning endlessly in my head...
Hundred of thots ran through my then cobbed-webbed and now cleared mind...
My jog ended when all thots become coherent.
I prayed last nite and felt so compelled to msg this bro-in-christ whom i really can't be bothered and non chalant for some time and pushed him to the duties of his leader...
But i still msged him...
My thoughts were triggered when a bro-in-christ replied me "I love God"...
And, i wondered for some time when i saw that reply from him.
I wonder...and really wondered at that phrase....
I cannot and really cannot understand....
And we exchanged about 10plus mgses...
How can someone say he love someone when his ways are not doing so...
How can someone say he love someone when he's not turning to HIM for help...
How can someone say he love someone when he's no longer sitting near that person...
I paused and wondered... ...
If you love that someone, you will be able to feel HIS pain and heart ache of losing you to the pits
If you love that someone, you will do sumthing to reduce HIS tears
It brought me back to my convsersation wif a fren last nite...
Her mum teared as she saw her crying in her room...
Her mum teared when she saw her in her pits...
Her mum teared b'cos her heart aches for her...
My mum teared when i cried like ever before...
My mum never said a single word when i told her i needed a breakaway...
My mum paid for my trip in advance without a word...
My mum felt the pain for me as she saw me teared silently in my room...
Wouldn't your heart ache if u see the child that u painstakingly brought up is no longer smiling and happy?
Woudn't your heart ache if once-happy child who has been walking right and turned left in despair?
I realised...
The greatest of ALL is... ..... 
Such a simple phrase yet how many of us truly understand this?
It took me some time to fully comprehend this statement too
The BIG GUY up there is like a parent to me...
He tears when he sees me walking in another way in despair...
He will be happy if he sees me smiling in the other route...
Think about it...
At the end of the day, we still go home
We wanna avoid all comments, but we still go home
Even if we dun feel like talking to anyone at home, we still go home
We turn to our frenz for advice, ultimately we still go home
And, why? WHY do we still go home?
It's bcos there's this unexplained attraction to pull us back home.
That's bcos of the love at home.
The same goes for me...
when i'm in slum, THE BIG GUY stretches his hand n reaches out to me...
But if i do not extend my hand to him, HE will be disappointed just like my mummy!
HE tears and kept silent bcos HIS heart is broken.
HE thot our heart was wif HIM, but at the end of the day, HE realised HE was wrong.
HE will not say a single word if HE sees us happy and confident...
BUT HIS tears rolls down his cheeks when HE sees us being lost and no longer having dat smile on our faces.
Really praying that my bro-in-christ will not allow himself to sunk deeper ito his pits.
I understand it is not easy...
BUT, all i know...
instead of standing in the dark sunken pit...
Might as well stand in the pit and pray that someone will walk past and take him out of the hallow pit?
unless there's other small holes to wriggle out in the pit...
I'll still be happy for U too!
Monday 15 October 2007
It's with my fAv cOmpAny where A380 will take its first flight on 25th Oct!
ALL of uS are so sOOO crappy, so full of nonsense and sOOO animated!
(wonder how can we be the BORING auditors ehh? ^-^)
Tons of good fun with laughter and camera flash at oOsShhh!
My fellow camera whores; si-square and jency babyyyyyyyy!!!
OmgOshhh...
zillion of juicy gossips with heApS of animationS are ripping & bursting within them!!
our bitching can yAkked all the way from Pasir Ris to Boon Lay LOL
(maybe across middle east to EUROPE as well! And of cos perth too!!! hOHOHOOOOOO)
I'm nutting compared to them! LOL hAHAHAAAA
(u haf to believe me, really...)
Our giggles would have travelled through the forested dempsey if our darling MPS did not control us! :O
oOShhhh is a great place to chill-out! Cosy rainforest with a great band!
My lovely mAnjAns & mamak...............................
Till the next meet up in nov to celebrate the nov babies after our darling sisi is backkk from visiting her EXPRESSIONS!
Uniz, natZ, Charis, YH & CT muz be able to make it yea...
hAHAA i can rem jency baby's dramatic aCt of sAshaying wif EXPRESSIONS as her slogan!!!
And, my goodness... my dear jency!!! yOur neck-less pose is like sOOOO funnniiiii and cute can!
We're juz one whole bunch of crazy ditzy gals!
Manjan si was still sharing about the grad video played during commencement!!!
We're all super high and drunk at Asoc gala dinner lah....
When darren brought the video camera and asked everyone to say a few words on graduation....
And, gUess wad the crazy gals said???
"I THINK SMU should have uniform!... blah blah blah" really lotsa crappy stuff hAHAA
ANd guess wad????
The worse thing the video was compiled and played during our commencement to our parents!
(HAHAAA and my mum was asking my sister during the ceremony if dat was me on the video! coz we did lotsa insane stuff in sch! mUAHAHAAA)
the video was a flashback of all the "gruelling 4 yrs" the drinking sessions, presentations, chillout supper session of the accountancy community!:B
i nearly forgotten that we aCt had a video till sisi was toking abt it!
Till i get hold a copy of it... i shall share wif you guys this video!
I lUrveeeeee u MANJANS & MAMAK lotS man!!!
So many of UUUU are leaving......
Sheryl is olreadi in London, TSe is leaving this dec, my funni jency baby n my dearest MPS is leaving within the next 2 yrs and CT is leaving sOOn too!!!
I will have no more frenz sOOn toOOOOOOOOOO!!!
SOOO take yr time to LEAVE oki???
Muz haf more frequent catch ups before all of U leave me! bwAHAHAAA
Kekeke... i finally applied for A JOB!
Lurve uUU so much jencyyyy!!!!!
hAHAA i din noe jency's cert is like mine!
gOShhh... should haf met up wif u girls earlier man!
THANK YOU for sharing all the great & interesting jobs!!!
NOW, i feel so IN TOUCH with MY industry! hahaAAAAA
*am keeping my fingers cross*
I really lUrve this job! I get to travel at least 4 times in a month!!!
Wheeeeeeee!!!!
I'm trusting it into GOD's hands
In GOD's plan and will,
AMEN!
Finally everyone is able to turn up!
It took us some time to plan for this meet-up! Cos everyone has different schedules; either on job or closings to deal with!
Tried Prego last fri!!!
It was such an expensive dinner!!!
My most expensive dinner this yr thus far!
And so i have to pen down pix of this dinner!
I thought the pasta was kinda over-rated. i prefer my pasta from the secret garden! Cheaper and tastier toO :O
ANd guess how much is the appetisers??
HoHO.. its 40 bucks LOL (faintzzZZ) I'm a poor soul now~~~
My soul can fleet around in the air liAOz hAHAAA
Best tiramisu is neither at Pregos nor Marriott! Secret garden's tiramisu is the best ever i have tried!! :))
Though the pasta is not dat fanastic n i'm an official broke kid on the block, I felt sOOO H.A.P.P.Y cos i went so many new places last week!!! whoOts!
On a sidenote, i realised i look chubbier now! And strangely, i noticed my nose is flatter than last yr's!!! Helpppppp~~~
Sunday 14 October 2007
And that someone... not only did he not flare up, he reacted patiently towards me...
Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel
I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew
I took for granted the friend I have in you
I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever, the search is over
You were with me all the while
I felt so remorseful...
I thank you for blessing me with my dearest one.
Rain is a gift from God.
And, rain is gift that we can't live without.
If it never rained,
we would'nt have apples or strawberries or oranges.
We would'nt have milk to drink
(cows need to eat grass to have milk).
We would'nt have bread to eat
(it's made out of wheat that grows on the farm)
We would'nt have clothes to wear
(clothes are made of cotton, which grows in the fields)
Now, aren't you glad God gave us the gift of rain???
I am! It doesn't matter if it rain or shines.
"When i fall, i will arise; When i sit i darkness, The LORD will be a light to me!"
-Micah 7:8
Whenever the rains falls out from the sky,
Tuesday 9 October 2007
New sights, new sensational experience... WhOOts! It just blows yr head off! :p let me share with you a box of pretty desserts! A thank-you gift from my manager from the 2am:dessert bar! It sOOO sweeet of her, aint she?? :)) kekeke.... If I open a dessert place, it'll be called..... *drum roll* Just Desserts! haha I like the pun! but on second thoughts it has a limiting effect on the business cos' I can only serve desserts, right?
I tink i'm getting lazier and lazier as the day passes!
I actually felt sOOO tired the whole of last week!!
THANK GOD its finally over!!!! :D
kekeke... A nicey treat for myself last friday!
Eski Bar - The sub-zero degree bar!!!
Its sOO chic and sOOO cool!!! :O
I luvVVV exploring new places!!!
Oh yeah...