Sunday, 14 October 2007


11:52 pm

How can I convince you what you see is real
Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel
I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew
I took for granted the friend I have in you

I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever, the search is over
You were with me all the while



Tears rolled down as i listened to this song... ...


My heart ached when i heard his voice...
He is feeling so sick and uncomfortable
I felt so remorseful...


How could i...

How could i irritate someone who was late coz' he was stuck in a heavy downpour...

How could i irritate him when he's all wet...

How could i not say anything of concern when he started to sneeze...

How could i be so hostile to him and ignored him when he told me his nose was stuffy...


Till i heard his voice of discomfort...

My heart broke...

Suddenly i so badly want that someone who is so dear to me to recover fast...

I realised how important he is to me...


Flashbacks of how i treated him lately came by...

I spoke words of irritation instead of love...

I insisted my way and attribute all the wrongs to him..

I really pushed him up the wall till he felt so helpless...

And that someone...

not only did he not flare up, he reacted patiently towards me...

And, prayed about it....



Dear abba FATHER,

I have made you too small, in my eyes
O Lord, forgive me
And I have believed in a lie
That you were unable to help me.
But now O Lord, I see my wrong

Heal my heart and show yourself strong
teach me how to be selfless
teach me how to speak words of love
teach me how to control my emotions
guide me to be the woman of his dreams
mould me into the lady whom you planned to be
reveal to me unrealistic expectations that are blockages,
preventing me from developing healthy relationships

Lord, you are all in all
when i fall down, you pick me up
when i am dry, you fill my cup
Lord,
fill me with your agape love and make me whole.

Lord,
cover my dearest precious one within your mighty hand
send your healing angels to him
bless him with sound rest tonight
clear all the blockages in his nose passage
hide him in the shelter of your tabernacle
shield him from all discomfort

Lord,
I pray that you'd be near to us
at the start of each new day
to grant us health and blessings fair
I pray that most importantly we will know your loving care.

I thank you for blessing me with my dearest one.


My Jesus my rock and trust,
AMEN!


Rain is a gift from God.

And, rain is gift that we can't live without.

If it never rained,

we would'nt have apples or strawberries or oranges.

We would'nt have milk to drink
(cows need to eat grass to have milk).

We would'nt have bread to eat
(it's made out of wheat that grows on the farm)

We would'nt have clothes to wear
(clothes are made of cotton, which grows in the fields)


Now, aren't you glad God gave us the gift of rain???



I am! It doesn't matter if it rain or shines.
For i know, my God is watching over me!

"When i fall, i will arise; When i sit i darkness, The LORD will be a light to me!"

-Micah 7:8



Whenever the rains falls out from the sky,

I thank you, God, for now I know why.