Saturday, 6 February 2010


4:17 am

suddenly, i feel really sad. really utterly sad.

when sze asked if i would be alright when all of them leaves.
i thought i would really be alright when i sat at the esplanade with them earlier.

the emotions are setting in right now.

i realised i have grown really close to them.
really really close.

they are like my GOD sent angels to me.
my pillar of strength at work.
my comfort when the going gets tough.
my joy and laughter.
(they're even closer to my heart than my cell)
losing them will mean losing a part of me.

im already tearing right now as i type this.
i really dunno if i can take it when it really happens.



Dear Lord Jesus,
i pray that you will continue to watch over us.
i pray that that you will bless them with joy and peace in their next workplace.
i pray for favour to be with them in the new environment.
i pray that you will stregthen all of us as each one is leaving.
i pray that you will guide me to the place where you have plans for me.
more importantly,
i pray that you will keep all of us near to one another.

My Almighty GOD in whom i trust,
Amen.